🎉Happy new year everyone~
Since last year, I began to kind of hate New Years. ‘Why?’ I hear you ask, well…I’m just not that positive about them. I have said in a lot of my posts that the glass is half full, -it still is. But, I wasn’t filled with brimming optimism at the end of 2018, nor am I now as the roaring 2020s is about to commence. And guess what, that’s okay.
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Happy new years✨-I guess? I’m in mixed minds about all the posts I’m seeing atm. I stopped making New Years resolutions over the past few years because I usually have goals I’m already working towards throughout the year, so when Jan 1st passes by it’s just another day for me. To tell you the truth I’m quite pessimistic about 2019, but my belief that everything happens for a reason keeps my glass half full💜 • 📷taken at a festive family girls night. *Its fake alcohol x #2019 #newyearseve
So blah blah blah, we just ended a decade [insert photo of me 10yrs ago versus now]. Well, post your photos if you want, they can be fun/good source of self-reflection/I’m sure some of us want to see the glow ups. Where was I actually going with this?😂 The sound of fireworks is distracting me
*I took a long break to watch fireworks outside my window (this was the most I’ve seen actually), and message my cousin about how to send Imessages😂, and watch the song I wait for every year😌😂 I keep getting distracting by things so I guess I need to wrap this up quickly.
A friend of mine posted online and asked people to share what they learned from the past year. I thought for a long time and couldn’t come up with anything as uplifting as the responses she was sharing. There were, of course, many great moments of 2019, after all its a whole 365 days so there’s bound to be. I graduated which is pretty cool, amongst other things. I made some videos that were quite impactful (in fact I got a long message from someone who watched my video on discrimination asking for advice regarding her Masters application as she fears she may be discriminated against). I don’t want to list my achievements for the past year. My point is that I recognise I had them, but what actually stands out to me is some of the people who made my year special, most of them would know who they are 💜
As we draw to the end of this post, here’s my final video of 2019:
In other news, I have been regularly updating my Music Playlist, take a look if you need some new music to start your year; Nabblo Music Playlist Link. I also have some new posts lined up that need writing, I swear we’ll get there🙏
Congrats on surviving last year, here’s to another🔥💜
If you try to write a blogpost whilst get distracted by a million stupid things, good luck 世界。
此致敬礼，欣妍。- From Nabeela.